Monday, April 14, 2014

H-E-L-L.

Monday, April 14, 2014

This thing, love
Brings you to hell
Makes you weak
Weak enough for you to can’t stand by yourself
Aches rush through your bones
Your heart stops palpitating
Your veins and vessels clog
Blood stop flowing
Leaving you cold
Cold like  dead
Yes, dead because love makes you dead
Your body parts stop functioning
Starting from your brain
Then your eyes,
They only see what they wanna see
Or worst, you’ll be blind
Not seeing things you must see
Your ears, they hear lies
How about the truths
Hears “i’m sorry”
But doesn’t hear the sincerity
Your brain
It malfunctions; he’s all you can think about
Or worst, stops working
When that happens,
Everything will be screwed
Love brings you to hell;
Being in love
And when you feel it
It’ll make your heart sink
Sink up to the lowest point
Before you know it
You’re already in hell
Because love brings you to hell

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Time Flies Too Fast

Sunday, February 16, 2014



“Ends are not bad things, they just mean that something else is about to begin. And there are many things that don't really end, anyway, they just begin again in a new way. Ends are not bad and many ends aren't really an ending; some things are never-ending.”

Time flies too fast. Thanks? No, no thanks.

Almost nine months had passed; I even did not realize it until I did this blog. I did not notice. Why is that so? Seems like I want time to stop, is that even possible? If it is, then I’m begging.

Time flies too fast. True. I can still remember the first day of this school year. Yes, finally, not a newbie anymore. But the pressure is still lingering, feels like I’ve still got so many adjustments. New school year, new life; I thought.

The first day of school was sort of freaking day. I was able to attend only my morning classes; I was excused already in my afternoon classes because of my dad’s departure. I just know my class schedule. And with regards to my English class, all I know is that it’s my last subject and my teacher is Ma’am Mildred Atendido.

I was terrified the day after that. I don’t know why, I find her so powerful. 
 
English class isn’t just a class when you’re in third year, I am absolutely certain of that. English class in third year is a big deal. It is not just a class, it is a CHALLENGE. Challenge on how can you be a good student to your very good teacher. Almost every day before our last subject, English, I ask myself “What challenge will I surpass this day?” 

English in third year is like love. It’s unexplainable. I can’t explain the feeling I get during our classes. How can I explain the feeling being in the same ship with the characters in The Tempest or being the naïve love of Romeo. Or the feeling like you just witnessed a murder, like in Macbeth or the sword fight in Hamlet. I mean, it’s really just unexplainable, right? How these Shakespearean masterpieces seem to be true, seems to be relive the moment you discuss it. See, Ma’am is indeed powerful. She makes it extraordinary. She makes it not boring.

Romeo and Juliet play. Oration. Jazz Chant. Conventional Speech Choir. Thank you for these experiences Ma’am. Thank you for the twists. Thank you for everything. Thank you for your words of wisdom. Thank you Ma’am, you inspire me, you inspire a lot of people.

Time flies too fast. Now, we’ve just got few more weeks. Is the ending really approaching? I don’t think so, because I know this won’t end. These lessons and experiences will always be with us. We will always treasure them. Some things are really never-ending because I believe that this won’t end. I love you Ma’am. Thank you once again.

Time flies too fast. How I wish I could stop it from moving. I hope I can. If I could, I definitely would.

Am I Special?

                    There are so many special persons in this vast world. I mean, like for about 7 billion people are special, because everyone is. Everyone is special. Everyone has their own uniqueness. An individual is different from the other.





                     Honestly, I can say those because I believe that everyone is really is. Everyone has a characteristic that others may not possess. A characteristic that makes him different, unique. A characteristic that makes someone stand out from the others.

                    I know everyone He made is special. I know I am special. I am, I really am. I just don't know yet why but I believe that there is something within me that makes me special. I don't know yet, but I know someday, I'm gonna realize what makes me special.

                     I believe that you are special. You are special by just being who you are. I am special. I am special just by being ROXANDRA GRACE VILLENA CEBURON.
 
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