166 Sto. Niño St.
Ternate,Cavite
February 06, 2014
Dear Self,
I am so sorry. You're the one I owe my apology to, maybe because I've got so many faults and flaws. I am so sorry for many reasons. I know I am not good enough, and I accepted that. I am not perfect, nobody is. I make mistakes, a lot of them.
Sorry for so many things. Sorry for being so damn lazy, for being not good enough as a student, for not being responsible enough to fit in my section. Sorry because I love sleeping more than doing my homeworks. Sorry because instead of reading my lessons, I read novels. Sorry because I don't study well, then feel disappointed when I fail.
As a daughter, sorry because I am not good enough to satisfy what my parents want although they do not expect something from me. Yes, they do not expect something. They aren't that strict, yet I'm like this. I disobey them often times. I take advantage of their kindness. They give me whatever I want although I don't need it. I'm sorry because I'm supposed to study hard to make them proud of me, but I don't.
As a teenager, I am sorry that I hurt myself too much. Sorry for being stuck in the past. Sorry for allowing them to still hurt me, the past. I've just realized that the persons or things or even memories who have hurt you, cannot continue hurting you unless you hold on to that pain through resentment. I should not stress myself over things I cannot change. Again, sorry for everything, but at least I've learned. Let's get this over.
Love,
Self
